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have a laugh on my behalf ok

just don’t look at me for too long damn it

I’m down on my knees screaming like Caesar when

he was stabbed by all those goons

I’ve seen stupid shit within my own damn mind

what kind of a person am I?

am I ok?

am I in my right mind?

I don’t know

can’t you see that your seeking fixation is interfering your findings?

my God, why is it so easy to try too hard, to overthink, overdo?

it really boggles my mind

why can’t I just relax and act?

am I just incapable?

my God, are we here just to pretend?

I’m sitting outside of some weird indoor ocean school —

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