have a laugh on my behalf ok
just don’t look at me for too long damn it
I’m down on my knees screaming like Caesar when
he was stabbed by all those goons
I’ve seen stupid shit within my own damn mind
what kind of a person am I?
am I ok?
am I in my right mind?
I don’t know
can’t you see that your seeking fixation is interfering your findings?
my God, why is it so easy to try too hard, to overthink, overdo?
it really boggles my mind
why can’t I just relax and act?
am I just incapable?
my God, are we here just to pretend?
I’m sitting outside of some weird indoor ocean school —